
kzccmK§fpsS hÀjtaLw hmXm]n KW]Xnw.... KtWihð\w. XpSÀ¶v hncnt_mWn hÀWw... Bem]\w XpS§pIbmWv. cmK Xmf§psS hn\ymkelcn ]pdtïs¡mgpIp¶p. kwKoXïnsâ Bßmhdnªv, kzckv]ð\§fdnªv, cmK§fpsS BÀ{ZXbdnªv, Xmf§fpsS \njvTbdnªv, Hcp kpJ{ipXnbn ]mSpIbmWv hfscNpcp§nb Nn{X§Ä¡v kwKoXw ]IÀ¶v aebmf Ne¨n{X kwKoXimJív Hcp hmKvZm\ambn amdnb bphkwKoXkwhn[mbI³ icXv. ]dbq icïv, Xm¦Ä F´psImñv kwKoXw sN¿p¶p? F§s\ sN¿p¶p? a\pjy a\Ênsâ t\Àï Xe§fn DfhmIp¶ GXpXcw hnImc§tfbpw kwKoXmhnjvImcïneqsS ]pdïpsImñphcm³ km[n¡psa¶v Dd¨p hnizkn¡p¶bmfmWv Rm³. Km\ kðÀ`ïnsâ sshImcnI km{ðX hcnIfn kzc§fneqsS k¶nthin¸n¡phm\pÅ Ffnb {iaamWv F\n¡p In«p¶ A]qÀhw Ahkc§fn Rm³ sN¿p¶Xv. Km\hoNnIÄ a\knepfhm¡p¶ hnImc§Ä kwKoX k¦Â¸§tfmSv HïptNcpt¼mÄ BXvamhns\t]mepw XgpIp¶ kwKoXambn. CXp Xs¶bmWv kwKoXw sN¿pt¼mÄ Fsâ a\ÊnÂ. kwKoXw \nÀhlnt¡ñ [À½w F´v? kwKoXw a\Ên FÃmhn[ hnImc§fpw Dñm¡Ww. Fähpw {][m\ambn kwKoXw kt´mjapñm¡Ww. Hcn¡ÂtI« Km\w ]n¶oSv Ft¸mtgm tIÄ¡pt¼mÄ \jvSs¸«pt]mb Ft´m H¶v Xncn¨pIn«nb Hcp {]XoXn DñmhpI- Hcp s\mkvämÄPnIv ^oenMv-AXv DñmIWw. Nn{Xïn Km\w \nÀhlnt¡ñ ]¦v F´mWv? ]m«v ]Sïnsâ IYmX´ntbmSv hfsc tbmPn¨ncn¡Ww. Hcp kðÀ`ïnsâ hnImcsï _qkväv sN¿m\mWv Km\w DÄs¸Spïp¶Xv. ]m«pItf CÃmï F{Xtbm ]S§Ä lnämbn«pñv. shdpw ]m«n\v thñn ]m«v Ipïn tIäpt¼mgmWv IYtbmSXv tNcmsX hcnIbpw hnckamhpIbpw sN¿p¶Xv. 'Ne¨n{XKm\§Ä¡v X\n¨pÅ \ne\nÂ]v' F¶ hmZtïmSv tbmPn¡p¶ptñm? AtXm Km\§Ä shdpw 'kntäzj\Â' am{Xambm aXnsb¶mtWm? cñpw ]äWw. ]Sw ImWmï F{Xtbmt]À ]m«v BkzZn¡p¶p. tIÄ¡p¶ BÄ¡v Hcp Bibw e`n¡Ww. IpSPm{Znbn F{Xam{Xw lnämbn? AXpsImñv cñp hmZ§fpw \ymbhpw {]kàhpamWv. ]mivNmXyhev¡cWw sImñv Ne¨n{X Km\§Ä¡v kw`mhn¨ amäsa´mWv? \¶mbnt«bpÅp. \½psS kwKoXhpambn icn¡pw s»³Uv sN¿m\dnbWw. ^yqj³ t]msebmsW¦n \¶mbn kpJn¡pw F¶msWsâ A`n{]mbw. ip² IÀWmSI cmKm[njvTnX Km\ïnse t]mepw ]mivNmXe kwKoXw hfsc `wKnbmbn ]mivNmXy kwKoXhpambn an{iWw sNbvXncn¡¶Xv ImWm\mhpw. kzÀKans¶sâ cmK`qhn ,Bc`n cmKïnse \oemImiw coXnKufbnse {io ]mÀhXo i¦cn ]mlnamw? XpS§n GsXmcp Km\ïnepw Cu {]tXyIX ImWmw. ']mivNmXy ]uckvXy kwKoX§fpsS Hfnªpw sXfnªpapÅ kzm[o\w Fsâ Km\§fn Dñmhpw. B kzm[o\hpw Km\ kðÀ`hpw hcnIfpw Fsâ a\Ên Dfhm¡p¶ AhØm´c§fpamWv Fsâ Km\§Ä¡v cq]`wKn \ÂIp¶sX¶v Rm³ hnizkn¡p¶p.' icXv ]dbp¶p. Xm¦fpsS Km\§fn IÀWmSI kwKoXmwi§Ä IqSpXembn ImWp¶sX´psImñv? thWsa¶v h¨n«Ã. cmKaà BZyw a\ÊnÂtXm¶pI. Hcp kvsIbnemWmZyw a\ÊnepñmhpI. ]ns¶ lmÀtamWnbïntemSn¨p t\m¡pt¼mÄ Hcp cmKamWnsX¶v ImWpw. CXp Xs¶bmWv Gähpw \¶mbn tNcpI F¶tXm¶en \n¶mWXv DñmIp¶Xv. kðÀ`hpw hcnIfpw tIÄ¡pt¼mgpñmIp¶ ^oenwKn \n¶mWv cmKw cq]w sImÅp¶Xv. thWsa¶v tXm¶nbm am{Xta Rm³ Hcp cmKïn am{Xambn Km\w sN¿pIbpÅp. ]et¸mgpw kpJïn\pthñn [mcmfw A\ykzc{]tbmK§Ä \Sïmdpñv, HmÀ¡kvt{Sj\n {]tXyIn¨pw. At¸mgsï aqUn\\pkcn¨mWXv. H¶n IqSpX cmK§fpw, IÀWmSnIv lnðpØm\n ssienIfpsS ka\zbhpw CXnt\mSv ]mivNmXy k¦Â¸§fpsS an{iWhpw, Hcp cmKïnepÅ CucSnbpsS Hcphcnbn Xs¶bpÅ A\ykzc {]tbmK§fpsams¡ Htc Km\ïn Xs¶ ]co£n¨p hnPbn¸n¡p¶ Hcp kwhn[mbI\mWv icXv. {i²n¡pI: 'Xt¨mfn hÀKokv tNIhcn'se 'amtebw' F¶ Km\w. taml\sï ASnØm\am¡n sNbvXncn¡p¶ Cu Km\ïnse ]Ãhnbnse 's\©n sNñpaÃn¸qhn³ t\Àï' F¶ hcnbn 't\Àï' F¶nSïv sNdnb Km\v[mcw {]tbmKn¨ncn¡p¶p. 'cp{Zm£'ïnse t^mIv ssienbnepÅ 'FtÅmfw' F¶ Km\w FSp¡p. lntðmfïn sNbvXncn¡p¶ CXnse l½nMv apgph\pw lnðpØm\n ssienbnepw ]ivNmïe kwKoXw shktvä¬ ^yqj\pamWv. anIhpä kwKoX t_m[hpw Úm\hpw Dsñ¦nte CXn\mhp. ']mivNmXy ]uckvXy kwKoX k¦Â¸§fpsS AXn k¦oÀWaÃmï Hcp ka\zbw Fsâ BZy Nn{Xamb '£W¡ïn'se ]m«pIfneqsS Xs¶ km[n¨psh¶v Rm³ hnizkn¡p¶p'. hfsc ho\oX\mbn icXv ]dbp¶p. --^yqj³ kwKoXsï¡pdns¨´mW`n{]mbw? hfsc \ÃXv. ssa¡nÄPmIvk¬sâ ]m«pIÄ tIcfïn kp]cnNnXamWv. AXnsâ endnIvkv amän aebmfam¡nbm Hcmfpw tIÄ¡m\pñmhnÃ. ImcWw \aps¡mcp kwkvImcapñv. AXnepÄsImÅp¶hsb \ap¡p ]äpIbpÅp. A§s\ kwkvImcnI X\naIÄ DÄs¡mÅp¶ saeUnbn DNnXamb coXnbn ]mivNmXy k¦Â¸§sf tNÀ¡pIbmWv Rm³ sN¿p¶Xv. cñntâbpw \à hi§sf FSpïv tNÀ¡pI. CXv HmÀ¡kvt{Sj ^yqj³. A´mcmjv{S Xeïn ^yqj³ sN¿p¶ GXv C´y³ IemImcs\bmWv CjvSw? FÂ.kp{_ÒWyw, FÂ.i¦À, ]nt¶bpw Iptdt¸cpñv. ]mivNmXy imkv{Xob kwKoXïn Hu]NmcnI _ncpZ§sfm¶pw t\Snbn«nse¦nepw AKm[amb AhKmlw icXv BÀPn¨n«pñv. `mcXob ¢mÊn¡Â imJIsft¸mse Xs¶ Kl\hpw BgtadnbXpamb Hcp hymIcW imkv{XamWv ]mÝmXy kwKoXïn\pÅsX¶v icXv ]dbp¶p. ]mÝmXy ]uckvXy kwKoX imkv{X§fnse Nne kvsIbnepIÄ¡v cmK _Ôhpw t{]m{Kj³ kam\Xbpw ImWp¶XmWtÃm ^yqj³ kwKoX k{¼Zmbïn\v ASnïd ]mInbXv. Cu IsñïepIsf XòsbXztïmsS Xsâ Km\§fn D]tbmKn¡phm³ icXv hfscb[nIw {i²n¡p¶p. icWa{´w F¶ `àn Km\ BÂ_ïnse NnZm\ðkmcw F¶ Km\w FSp¡pI. ]Ãhn _rðmh\nbnepw NcWw IeyWnbnepw sNbvXncn¡p¶ CXnse NcWw shkvtä¬ Xnbdn sh¨p t\m¡nbm Hcp skantSm¬ kvsIbn amänbmWv sNbvXncn¡¶Xv. IÀWmSI kwKoXïn Ac¡« {ipXn t`Zw sNbvXp F¶À°w. Cu kwKoX coXnIfpsS ka\zbw Hcp ]pï³ coXnbn BhnjvIcn¡m³ Hcp IÀWmSnIv-shkvtä¬ ^yqj³ BÂ_ïneqsS icXv {ian¡pIbmWv. AXnsâ sdt¡mÀUnwKv \S¶p sImñncn¡p¶p. Cu ]mÝmXy kwKoX ]cnÚm\w FhnsS \n¶mWv Dñm¡nbXv? Rm³ ]nbmt\m BWv ]Tn¨Xv. s\mt«j³ FgpXm\pw Xnbdn apgph\mbpw ]Tn¨p. C\nbpsamcp]mSv ]Tn¡phm\pñv. a{Zmkn Xs¶bpÅ Hcp Kpcphnsâ ]¡Â \n¶pamWv {]mIvSn¡Â ]Tn¨Xv. Xnbdn apgph\mbn kz´ambn ]Tn¨XmWv. a{Zmkn h¶ Imew sXmt«bpÅ ITn\ {iaambncp¶p. hfsc sa\s¡«ncp¶v ]Tn¨pñm¡nbXmWv. C´y³ ¢mÊn¡Â kwKoXïnsâ A{Xbpw Bgw ]mÝmXy kwKoXïn\ptñm? XoÀ¨bmbpw. bmsXmcp kwibhpanÃ. C´y³ cmK§fpñv. AXpt]mse ...? {][m\ambpw AhÀ¡v ssa\À kvsIbnÂ, taPÀ kvsIbn F¶n§s\ cñp kvsIbnepIfmWpÅXv. \½psS cmK§Ät]mse Hcp enantäj³ CÃ. F§ns\ thWsa¦nepw k©cn¡mw. F´psImñmWv, icXv, hoWbpw ^vfq«pw Xm¦fpsS Km\§fn IqSpXembn {]tbmKn¨pImWp¶Xv? ]m«nsâ kðÀ`ïnsâ samïw kwKXnIÄ¡v A\ptbmPyamIp¶p F¶Xp sImñp am{Xw. Fsâ a\ÊnepÅ FIvkv{]j³kv ]pdïpsImñphcm³ Cht¡ IgnbpIbpÅp. hoWbpw ^vfq«pw t¹ sN¿p¶Xpw sN¿n¡p¶Xpw F\n¡nãamWv. `mKyhim F\n¡v hmbn¡p¶hÀ Fsâ a\ÊnepÅXns\ A§ns\ Xs¶ ]pdïp sImñphcp¶p, DÄs¡mñv hmbn¡p¶p (hoW: ]mÀ°kmcYn, ^vfq«v: \ho³) ---------- lnðnbnteXpt]mepÅ kmt¦XnI ta³abpÅ Km\§Ä F´psImñv aebmfïn DñmIp¶nÃ? {][m\ambpw _UvPäv. ]t£ icXv, lnðnbnteXpt]mse ]co£W§Ä¡v aebmfïnse´ptImñv X¿mdmIp¶nÃ? aebmfïneXv G¡ptam F¶ kwibw. s]s«s¶mcp ]co£Wïns\mcp§nbm {`m´msW¶v ]dbpw. aebmfïns\mcp ]hn{XXbpñv. AXp IfªpIpfn¨p F¶ A]hmZhpw. \nehmcXIÀ¨ kw`hn¡msX kwKoXïn GXp Xcw ]co£W§Ä¡pw km[yXIÄ Bcmbp¶ icXv XpScp¶p: ' '£W¡ïv ' lnämbn. ']hn{Xw' AXnepw lnäv. F¶m 'Xt¨mfn hÀKokv' A{X lnämbnÃ. ]t£ kmt¦XnIambn CXmWv Rm³ Iptd¡qSn s]À^IvSmbn sNbvXncn¡p¶Xv. 'hocmfn ]«p' '\osbm¶v ]mSv' Dw Hs¡ ]co£Wambncp¶p. ]t£ henb hnPbamsW¶v tXm¶nbnÃ. P\§fnïcw kzoIcn¨m shssdän sN¿phm³ tXm¶pw. aebmfïn ASns]mfn sN¿phm³ `bapñv. dm]v Nn´n¡pItb thñ. ]gb Km\§fpsS \nehmcw C¶sï Km\§Ä¡nà F¶p ]dbmdpñtÃm... AXv Rm³ Xosc k½Xn¡nÃ. C¶pw [mcmfw \à ]m«pIfpñv. ]ï¼XpsImÃw Ignbpt¼mÄ B Xeapd \ÃKm\§sf¶p]dbp¶Xv Hcp]t£ 'ap¡m_e' tbm '{iocmKtam' Hs¡bmbncn¡pw. \mw ']mcnPmXw Xncpangn Xpd¶p' 'k\ymkn\n' bpsams¡ tI«mWv hfÀ¶Xv. AXpsImñv \man¶pw Ahsb CjvSs¸Sp¶p. C¶sï Xeapd¡v \msf ]gb ]m«pIfmhp¶Xv 'DÀhin'bpw 'l½'bpsams¡bmbncn¡pw. At¸mgpw A¶sï \à ]m«pIÄ ImWpw. BkzmZI {]oXn At§m«v \o§n \o§n t]mhpIbmWv. Imeïnsâ t]m¡n\\pkcn¨v CXv amdns¡mtñbncn¡pw. Xt¨mfn icXnsâ ]Xnhp ssienbn \n¶pw hyXyØambncp¶tÃm... A§s\bpÅ Km\§fà icXnÂ\n¶pw {]Xo£n¡p¶Xv. . . . a\x]qÀÆw sNbvXXmWv. FÃmbvt¸mgpw '{iocmKtam' 'kÃm]w' t]mepÅ ]m«pIÄ am{Xw sNbvXm B te_ hoWv t]mhpIbntÃ? CXnÃmbncp¶psh¦n Hcp ASns]mfn ]Sw sN¿m\pÅ Ahkcw \jvSs¸SpïpIbmhpw Rm³. am{Xaà ASnt]mfn sN¿m³ ]äpsa¶v sXfnbn¡pIbpw thtñ?. F\n¡sXmcp Nm³kmbncp¶p. F\n¡p Xs¶ cñ`n{]mbapñv. Fsâ ]m«v CjvSs¸Sp¶hÀ¡v AXnjvSs¸SmsXbpñv. AtX kabw hfsct]À¡v AXnjvSs¸«n«papñv. icXv BcpsS IqsSsbms¡ hÀ¡v sNbvXn«pñv? Rm³ Aknkväâmbn«v BcpsS IqtSbpw hÀ¡v sNbvXn«nÃ. sNt¿ñn h¶n«nÃ. It¼mknwKn\v Rm³ cho{ðt\bpw I®qÀ cmPt\bpw Nne ]S§fn klmbn¨n«pñv. apïNvOsâ ktlmZcn sImñph¶ Hcp \mephcn tÇmIw kzbw Syq¬ sNbvXv kvIqfn {]mÀ°\¡v sNÃnbXmWv XpS¡w. XpSÀ¶v Hcp \mSïn\v thñn HcpKm\ïnsâ saeUn Nn«s¸Spïn. icn¡p hmbn¡phm³ t]mepw AdnbmïImew. hcnIÄ lrZnØam¡nbmWv AXv sNbvXXv. A½mh³ IqSnbpÄs¸« \mSIïnse \mep Km\§fn Hsc®w. HmÀ¡kvt{Sj³ thsdmcmÄ sNbvXp. 'AXpIgnªmWv kwKoX kwhn[mbI\mIWsa¶pÅ Hcp hocyw DSseSpïXv. Iptd ]mSn \S¶p. ]nbmt\m ]Tn¨p. kabw Xosc ]mgm¡nbnÃ. KkepIÄ tI«p lnðpØm\n tI«p. {]mIvSokv sNbv Xp. Iptd \mÄ t^m¡v kwKoXhpw sImñp \S¶p. AXpt]mse t]m]v, B{^n¡³ kwKoXw. FÃmXcw kwKoXtïbpw Ipdn¨v {]bïn\Iïp\n¶psImñv Adnbmhp¶sXms¡ Adnªp.' XnI«n hcp¶ _meyImekvacWIÄ: ' ktlmZc\pambn kvIqfn t]mIp¶ Imew. ho«n \n¶v hfsc IrXyambn kvIqfnte¡nd§pw. A½mh³amscÃmhcpw tPmen¡v t]mbn¡gnbpt¼mÄ kvIqfnte¡nd§nb R§Ä ho«n Xs¶ Xncns¨ïpw. ]ns¶ ]m«pw Iqïpw Xs¶. kvIqfn t]mhpI F¶Xv At§bäw aSn ]nSn¨ Hcp Imcyambncp¶p F\n¡v.' icXn\v ]ng¨nÃ. Cu AXncpIhnª kwKoXm`n\nthiw Xs¶bmbncp¶p a{Zmkn IpSntbdm³ t{]cn¸n¨Xpw. tIcfïn sh¨v icXnsâ ]m«v tIÄ¡m\nSbmb _meapcfn IrjvWbpsS hm¡pIfpw {]tNmZ\§fmbn. a{Zmkn XsâbSpïv ]Tn¡phm\pÅ £Ww. A²ym]nIbmbncp¶ amXmhv tPmenbpt]£n¨mWv a{Zmknte¡v icXnt\bpw Iq«nt]mbXv. A£cmÀ°ïn ]p{Xs\ kwKoXïn\À¸n¡pIbmbncp¶p B amXmhv. At¸Ä icXv, ¢mkn¡Â kwKoXw Bcn \n¶mWv ]Tn¨p XpS§bXv? Fsâ BZy Kpcp ama\mWv. a{Zmkn h¶v _n.F NnZw¼c\mZnsâ (cmPmaWnbpsS ANvvO³) ASpïv Iptd¡mew ]Tn¨p. Act§ähpw \Sïn. ]Xnt\gmw hbÊnÂ. ¢mÊn¡Â kwKoXtïbpw kn\nam kwKoXtïbpw F§nt\ ImWp¶p? ¢mÊn¡Â kwKoXw Fsâ KpcphmWv. Fs¶ \bn¡p¶ Rm³ _lpam\n¡p¶ Kpcp. kn\nam kwKoXw Fsâ Ip«nbmWv. B hmXvkeyamWv F\n¡v kn\nam kwKoXtïmSv. ]Xn\mdmw hbÊnemWv icXv BZyambn HcmÂ_ïn\v kwKoXw \ÂIp¶Xv. kwKoX ]dssh F¶ B Xangv BÂ_ïn icXns\ IqSmsX hmWnPbdmapw kp\ðbpw Km\§Ä Be]n¨ncp¶p. ]ïp t{]a Km\§fS§p¶ B BÂ_w kwKoX dneokv sNbvXp. Cu ]m«pIÄ Fw.Fkv hniz\mY³ tI«p. \à A`n{]mbw sshcapïhnt\mSv ]dªp. sshcapïp Fs¶ hnfn¸n¨v Hcp s{]mUyqksd ]cnNbs¸Spïn. Hcp Nn{Xïn\mbn aq¶p ]m«pIÄ It¼mkv sNvXp. ]p¶oSv B s{]mUyqksd IñtXbnÃ. ]t£ Cu ]m«pIÄ \thmZbbnse PntPm tIÄ¡m\nSbmbn. \thmZbbpsS KmÔÀÆw F¶ Nn{Xïn\pthñn Bdp ]m«v sN¿Wsa¶v Bhiys¸«p. Rm³ icn¡pw sR«nt¸mbn. \thmZb¡pthñn ]m«p sN¿pItbm? B kabïmWv ]XvacmP³ Rm³ KÔÀƳ sN¿p¶p F¶ tI«Xv. cñntâbpw XoapIÄ X½n Ft´m kmayw Dñmbncp¶XpsImñv \thmZb B s{]mPIväv Dt]£n¨p. Rm³ BsI \ncmi\mbn. AXp Ignªv Hcp amkw IgnªmWv £W¡ïv Hm^À hcp¶Xv. KmÔÀÆïn\p thñn It¼mkv sNbvX cñp ]m«v Rm³ AXns\Spïp.. hoñpw Hcp Km¸v h¶p. ]n¶oSmWv HäbmÄ]«mfw. AXpw Dt±in¨{X lnämbnÃ. AXn\ptijamWv ]hn{Xw e`n¡p¶Xv. ]ns¶ kmKcw km£n, cp{Zm£w... CXn\nSbn Xosc {i²n¡s¸SmsXt]mb Ipd¨v Km\§Ä Dñv. hnf¡psh¨ t\cw F¶ Nn{XïnteXv. Nn{Xw {]ZÀi\ïns\ïnbnÃ. Nn{X¡v Hcp shÃp hnfnbmb tZhntI \q]pcw \o NmÀïp F¶ Km\w icXnsâ kwKoXÚm\ïn\pw k¦å§fnse sshhn[yïn\pw \sÃmcpZmlcWamWv. \thmZbbpsS ss__nÄ kocnben\pthñn kwKoXw \ÂInbncp¶tÃm AtÃ? AsXmcp \à A\p`hambncp¶p. aqhmbncw hÀj§Ä¡p ap¼pÅ kwKoXïnsâ coXntb¡pdn¨v ]Tn¨n«v sN¿pI. It¼mknwKv kvssäent\¡pdn¨v GXmñv Hcp KthjWw Xs¶ \Stïñn h¶p. salvZn lÊsâbpw Kpemw AenbpsSbpw lcnlcsâbpw PKvPnXv knwKnsâbpw KkepIÄ Cãs¸Sp¶ icXv ]dbp¶p. 'ChÀ ]mSpt¼mÄ A\p`hn¨ kpJw tIÄ¡pt¼mÄ \ap¡pw DñmIp¶p. AXpsImñmWv Rm³ Chsc Cãs]Sp¶Xv.' a\Ên Bcm[n¡p¶ kwKoX kwhn[mbIÀ BscÃmamWv ? FÃm kwKoX kwhn[mbItcbpw F\n¡nãamWv. ]gbhcn _m_pcmPv, Z£nWmaqÀïn, tZhcmP³ ChcpsS ]m«v tI«mWv hfÀ¶Xv. AXp sImñp Xs¶ ChtcmSv Hccm[\bpñv. ]pXnbhcn cho{ðsâ kwKoXw hfsc CãamWv, s]mXpth FÃmhtcbpw Rm³ Cãs¸Sp¶p. KmbItc¡pdnt¨m...? Hmtcm KmbIÀ¡pw AhchcptSXmb {]tXyIXIfpñv. AXpsImñpXs¶ F\n¡v Fà KmbItcbpw CãamWv. hyXykvXssienbpÅhsc {]tXyIn¨pw. Zmtk«s\ hn«m {ioIpamÀ, thWptKm]mÂ. Hcp hyXykvXbpÅ iÐw {io\nhmk\pñv. ]pcpj iÐïn \ap¡v shssdänbpñv. Zmtk«s\t¸msebà {ioIpamÀ ]mSp¶Xv. AXpt]meà thWp ]mSp¶Xv. ]t£ ]pXnb Nne KmbIÀ Zmtk«s\ A\pIcn¡m³ {ian¡p¶Xp ImWpt¼mÄ Iãw tXm¶p¶p. iymansâ kwKoXsï H¶n§p hs¶¦n F¶ ]SïneqsS KmbI\mbn cwKsïïnb icXnsâ hm¡pIÄ¡v {]kànbpñv. tPm¬k\pthñn sFkv{Iow F¶ Nn{Xïn XpSÀ¶p ]mSn. ]ns¶ Iptd ]S§Ä¡v. Gähpw Ahkm\ambn icXv ]mSnbXv ?lnkv ssl\kv AÐpÅ?bnemWv. Cu Km\amWv icn¡pw {i²n¡s¸«Xv. kn_n aebnensâ Nn{Xamb knðqctcJbn `{ZmNe cmaZmknsâ Hcp IrXn icXv Be]n¨n«pñv. icXns\ aäp kwhn[mbIcnÂ\n¶pw thdn«p\nÀïp¶ Hcp kp{][m\ LSIapñv. It¼mknwKv XpS§p¶XpapX BteJ\w Ignbp¶Xp htcbpÅ Fà tPmenIfpe icXv Hä¡v Xs¶ sN¿p¶p. HmÀ¡kvt{Sj\pw s\mt«js\gpXepw IñIvSv sN¿p¶XpsaÃmw icXv Hä¡v Xs¶. FÃm hÀ¡pw C§s\ Hä¡v sN¿p¶ kwKoX kwhn[mbIÀ Dtñm F¶ Imcyw kwibamWv. Km\ïnsâ KxnhnKXnIsf GXp L«ïnepw F§s\ thWsa¦nepw \nb{´n¡phm³ CXpsImñpXs¶ km[yhpamhp¶p. Xt¨mfn hÀKokv tNIhcnse \o H¶v ]mSv F¶ Km\w sdt¡mÀUnwKv cwKw kwhn[mbI³ Km\cNbnXmhv, IYmIrXv XpS§nb FÃmhcpapñv. F§s\ {ian¨«pw SyqWn\v Km\w icnbmhp¶nÃ. aebmfnïw XoscbnÃmï SyqWmWv. hn\oXnsâ IYm]m{Xsï ]cnNbs¸Spïp¶Km\amWXv. AXv A§s\sb ]äp. BsI sS³j³. U½nSyq³ HmÀ¡kvt{S sdt¡mÀUnwKv hsc IgnªXmWv. Km\w F§s\ FgpXnbn«pw icnbmIp¶nÃ. Ahkm\ {iaw F¶ \nebn icXv lmÀtamWnbhpsaSpïncn¡p¶p. ]ïpan\näp\pÅn AtX HmÀ¡kvt{Sj\nW§¶ XnI¨pw hyXykvXamb CuWapÅ Hcp Km\w P\n¡pIbmbn. ]gbXn \n¶pw XnI¨pw hyXykvXw. knðqctcJbnse B Km\w sdt¡mÀUnwKv. tbipZmkv ]mSm³ h¶ncn¡pIbmWv. Km\w tI«p. ]©cXv\IoÀï\§fnse {iocmKïnsâ kzc§fpw Km\hpw IqSnbpÅ Hcp anIvkv BWv. _m¡n `mKsams¡ a²yamh[nbn F¶mbncp¶p IW¡pIq«nsh¨ncp¶Xv. ]£ tbipZmkv ]dbp¶p apgph³ {iocmKw aXnsb¶v. At¸mÄ Xs¶ AhsSbncp¶v apgph\pw {iobnemt¡ñnh¶p icXn\v. HmÀ¡kvt{Sj³ k¦Âv]§fnepw t{]m{Kj\nepsamt¡ \à Úm\apsñ¦nte CXv km[yamIp. ]t£ icXv, Nnet¸msg¦nepsams¡ tamisa¶p ]dbmhp¶ ]m«v sNbvXn«ntÃ? UbdIvSdnsâ CãamWv Fsâ Cãw. tamisa¶v \n§Ä ]dbp¶Xmhpw Nnet¸m-Ä knäpthj\v tbmPn¡pI. CXv hn[nbmWv. thWsa¶v h¨n«Ã. tamiambXv sN¿m³ B{Kln¡psa¶v tXm¶p¶ptñm? F\ns¡sâ Cãm\nã§fpñv. ]et¸mgpw \nÀ_ÔnX\mhpIbmWv IS¸mIS kztZinbmb kpPnXv F¶ kwKoX kwhn[m\tamlw sImñp \S¶ ]¿s\ kn\nam temIsï hnizmkmhnizmk§Ä icXm¡namän. sImÃw ^mïnam tImtfPn {]oUn{Kn apgpan¡msX tim`\amb Hcp `mhnbnte¡pÅ hgnbmWv icXv XncsªSpïXv. AwKoImc§Ä... 1981se efnX Km\ïn\pÅ kwKoX\mSI A¡mZan AhmÀUv. ]Xns\m¶mw hbÊnÂ. 1983 kwØm\ kvIqÄbphPt\mXvkhïn efnX Km\ k½m\ tPXmhv. 1983 I¡ïbn \S¶ A´mcmhjv{S \ntbm ^nenw s^kvänshen tIcftï {]Xn\n[oIcn¨p. 1994se ^nenw {InänIvkv AhmÀUv . a²yamhXnbpsS kzc§Ä DWÀ¶p. ]qÀtWðp DXnÀï \nem¸q¡Ä¡p t]mepw cmK elcn ]IÀ¶ km{ðm\ðw. -- -- AbneqÀ cma\mYv |

